Rough time getting in the groove

Ok, so here is the deal, I should pretty much be done with Insanity. But I'm not! In the second week of the program, I started having some pain in my butt. Yes, I know this is overshare. Any ways, so yeah, pain in my butt. I worked out with it for the week and then ended up having to stop the program because the pain became too much.

Turns out I had two issues, I had a massive hemorrhoid flare-up and I had a fissure. I will let you look up fissure on your own. Both have been treated, though I still have one more appointment to get the last hemorrhoid lasered. It isn't a pleasant process, but it has helped a bit with the pain. I keep making plans to do my workouts, but each time, I end up having to back out due to pain. The plan is to get back at it no later than the first week of August, though I want to get back sooner. After that, I am going back to RevAbs to work more on toning my abs, then hitting Insanity the Asylum.

Yes, my goal is to kill myself. Well, not really kill myself, but I am going to have a hard body by next summer.